Saturday, August 11, 2012

Four hundred seventy-five...

475
That is the amount of LilyWraps, or blankets, we were able to deliver to hospitals on Teagan's Birthday/Angel Day.  Eighty-four is the number of flannel diapers we were able to deliver.  I love those numbers, I am so amazed.  When I started this project, I was hoping for 200.  I can't believe we more than doubled that.
**This number does not include the blankets that have been made and given to people's local hospitals.... I love it!

When we delivered the LilyWraps, the nurses at the hospital asked if I did this all on my own.  My answer was a big "No."  There is no way I could have pulled this off on my own.  Not even close.

I am humbled with gratitude from the outpouring of love from so many people.  Many of these people I have never met, others close friends, and others family.   Honestly, I can't even find the words to express how this whole project has made me feel.  I am so awed by the generosity of everyone who has helped me be able to give back.  

I know these blankets will be a priceless gift to a grieving mother.  A gift she will hold on to for the rest of her life, being able to wrap her tiny baby in a blanket made just for them.  A blanket that will be one of the few tangible objects she has of her child's life. It will become a connection to her angel.  I thank everyone who made this possible, from the bottom of my heart, thank you!

People sent packages of material
  Packages of already made wraps

I received a package of Teeny Tears Diapers

Tate and Bentli were disappointed at first that all these incoming packages were for Mom and not them.  Once they learned what all these packages contained and what they were for, they were excited with me.  A package would come and would be followed by, "Its another one... Mom, Mom, another package!"  Every package would bring tears of gratitude and happiness.

So many generous people donated money.  Believe me, it was all put to good use!  My kids weren't as excited about the amount of time spent in JoAnns.  Haha.   I wish I would have kept track of how many yards material I ended up buying.  And then so many of my dear neighbors and friends here in Philly chipped in cutting, pinning, ironing, and sewing these blankets up.  So, so much help!

Bentli was excited to help by tying the blankets up with the tag.  It was great mother-daughter bonding time as we would sit and tie together.  She would often remind me how lucky I was that she knew how to tie a bow and could help out so much!

Here is a picture of 375 of the blankets.  100 of them had already been sent to hospitals in Idaho (near Teagan's grave) and Indiana.

84 Diapers!


August 9th, we delivered wraps to Lankenau Hospital.  As I sat waiting for the nurse to come, I thought of my baby.  This is where our sweet little Teagan spent her whole life, all 29 minutes.  This is the hospital of doctors and nurses who did everything they possibly could to give her a chance.  This is the hospital where so many of the staff treated us with so much compassion during the most devastating event in our lives.  I will always remember this place and the people who are so much a part of Teagan's life. 



The nurses were so excited to receive these blankets, to be able to swaddle other tiny angels.

 Cute pic of the kids in the car on the way from Lankenau to Jefferson

A random connection lead us to Jefferson hospital, located downtown Philly.  They were also so excited and happy to receive this donation.


What we have once enjoyed and deeply loved we can never lose, for all that we love deeply becomes and part of us. 
--Helen Keller

12 comments:

Alesha said...

That is so awesome Jennie! Good job getting all together!

The Grows said...

I am so happy that it went so well. I bring the huge dork that I am have still never located your address and so I still have about a package of tiny bows that never got mailed. I hope you still want them, even if they are late. Reading your post totally made me tear up, which as you know, is a big deal. I have been thinking about you, Teagan and the rest if your family a lot lately. I love you guys so much. Miss you.

ANGELA OR PAUL said...

what a fun day all dedicated to our sweet little Teagan!! Glad you were able to spend it together as a family!!!

brigette said...

AMAZING!! What a great thing you were able to do in honor of sweet Teagen!! Way to go!! Big hugs mama!

Katie Mumm said...

this is so special Jenny. I'm so glad that you did it. We love you guys and you are in our prayers.

Malm Family said...

WOW! I think it looks like a great day! Thoughts and prayers with you always.

Amy said...

What a beautiful thing you've done. I am so grateful to have the blankets and little outfit they wrapped Ella in. It's soft and warm and I can snuggle it when I'm lonesome for her.

Ashley said...

I am so glad that you were able to doing something in honor of your daughter and it brought you some comfort and joy on a really hard day. I am so sad that I wasn't able to participate :(

I thought of you a ton on the 9th ((hugs!))

Myk said...

This is amazing! I'm sure Teagan is smiling down on her lovely mama for all her love and generosity.

Clark's said...

Yay for 475! I can't believe how many there were! I'll always remember those late nights sewing dozens of those sweet little blankets and the conversations we would have about those families that will get them. So memorable!

Chantel said...

Amazing!!!!

Becca said...

This is so wonderful! I am glad your day went so well and that so much good has come from your pain! It is so amazing!!! I loved everything that you said. I'm glad you documented this. It is so helpful to me! I am so sorry for your loss Jen but I am so grateful to have gotten to know you. It has been a strength to me. You are beautiful inside and out.
Thank you for sending a balloon up for Lily. What a sweet, sweet gesture.
I am sure Teagan knows how you and your family love her. She is probably bragging in Heaven (if they do that. :)) about how awesome her family is. :)